In Loving memory of "MOmY"..

Its 9 already..got my quiz project next Tuesday..bru membaca ni..but huh can’t read anymore headache oo..migrain2..instead of layan pening kepala, I decided bagus lai sa dengar lagu dusun ni..hee.. odooi..emm miz my ‘Tambunan’ a lot oo..and miz my late momy a lot too.how she doing right now..emm sad ni teringat time dulu tu..baru saya rasa ni macam mana rasa hilang person that truly meant in my life..mami la yg kasi lahir kami..jaga kami..kasi ajar A,B,C..kasi makan..slalu si mami kasi bangun sa pigi skol ni..pas mami teda suda kan every morning sa tunggu ni mami panggil sa bangun..kna mara2..slalu gak sa lupa oo mami teda..pandai sa bangun p cari mami ni..penah tu dulu..tdo petang kan bangun2 jak p cari mami ni..pusing2 keliling rumah..dui skali sa ingat2 baru sa sedar plak..c aaron pn slalu tu cari mami dlu..tp lama2 pndai da dia paham..asal kna tnya mesti dia jawap ‘mami sa d heaven suda’..n slalu kali dia nmpak mami tu di rumah dia kasi tau sa la..slalu plak sa mimpi mami ni hee dia balik rumah masak ntuk kami..rindu oo masakan mami..semua kami sad ni..c bb, boy, kitut, c adik , aron, c pinky, and dadi..but what to do..jesus love momy more than we do..c mama cakap mami jalan cause dia mo bt rumah ntuk kami 1 family nnt di “sana”. I truly believe..now kami da rumah sudah untuk gather sama2 mami ni..

Emm..what is my purpose writing this post? Sory for my family if this post make u sad..tp sa fikir kan smpai bila kta mo sad..mami jalan x mo tgok kta sad kan..sa lagi la sad time buat ni post..i have to be strong,‘we’ have to be strong..sa ingat lai time d hospital ni kak liza thank you a lot..time sa tul2 down c kak cakap ‘jan kamu trus down, be strong for dadi if kamu down sapa mo support dadi kamu’..its just a simple advise kan tp that what make me strong till now..thanks to my mom I learned a lot..i learned how to stand on my own feet..learned to appreciate my whole family..skang boleh la sudah handle any problem..

I’m not good with this advise things, but to everybody who reading this post right now..remember losing someone doesn’t mean you’ll reach the end of the world..god is giving you a big ‘task’..he want to see how you handle this kind of situation..that why god gave us precious gift ‘Brain’..untuk fikir..kan..

To all my siblings..
Kristie Cleophas Gorotud, Harmsteen Cleophas Gorotud, Nelly Cleophas Gorotud, Sarah Cleophas Gorotud, Aaron Andriane, Cleolyn Eve Cleophas Gorotud..and my dadi Cleophas Golius Gorotud…I love u all so very much..

To all Gorotud family members :
Thanks for your love and support..adui muahhhhh…sayang ni soma…

Here some picture taken during mami's funeral..

My Mom in her early age..

Cleolyn Eve Cleophas

For your information, this is Rev Father Putman (Left) & my aunt..ni la father yang bless my parents's wedding dulu at St theresa Church, Tambunan and yet he still attend my mom funeral for blessing..he speak fluently in malay and dusun..kalah sa..

..GOD BLESS MY MOM..

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